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Archive for August, 2005


what matters most!

it’s not the issue anymore, it’s over! what we need today is to avoid to make it happen again, especially to you, double purpose di ba? we both learned a lot to each other and to everything specifically in "trusting people", you failed not only once but twice! right now im looking forward and continuing what i’ve started for the sake of our future. i believe we can make it, let’s cross our fingers na lang!   

what’s up?

You’re Still The One

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you’re still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday

Bridge:
They said, "I bet they’ll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

Chorus:
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

(Chorus)

I’m so glad we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby

power of two . . .

so we’re okay
we’re fine
baby i’m here to stop your crying
chase all the ghosts from your head
i’m stronger than the monster beneath your bed
smarter than the tricks played on your heart
we’ll look at them together then we’ll take them apart
adding up the total of a love that’s true
multiply life by the power of two  . . .

if you love someone set him free and if he comes back. . . his yours!

doc! kaya mo yan!

may pag ka psychologist ka di ba? i don’t have to say anything .  malakas ka makiramdam, minsan siguro di tayo sure pero bihira pumalya ang instinct natin, kaya if i were you tama na yung isa lang ang tanga sa ting dalawa . . . wag ka na pumangalawa, experience is the best teacher. . . rememeber? it wasn’t the first time maka encounter ka ng ganyan . . . kaya mo yan, matalino ka di ba?

soul searching . . .

i’m not quiting. . . it’s just aiming high, hitting all the marks if the road is long i should not take any shortcuts rather pass to the longer way and i’m sure i will make the better one. . .  see you when i get there! c")

signing off. . .

   it’s not being together, it’s in our hearts we still belong to each other .

   it’s not whom you are with, it’s who i am, who you are, for the moments we still have

   she maybe happy right now with you,  if your happy with her is i dont know,

   happiness for both of you is just there but my questions is until when?

   just be true to ourselves so that you can easily be true to others. . .

   if you feel it earlier it’s not worth it, get out of it  my friend

   someone deserves you out there, and surely there for you till the end. . .

deep in our hearts!

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I’ve done wrong
and how long it’s been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I’ll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I’m going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find …

after 12 hours of being together again, (aug.2,2005)jake and i had a wonderful talk and that day seems very special to me and a memorable one. It’s great! after eating we watched “herbie” then full of laughter because we really miss each other. He told me how much he loves me but @ a certain point we have so many things to settle in our lives which we really need to prioritize at this point. i know it will be for our own good, thats why everything is already much better for me right now. All of the questions are already answered, no more hurt feelings and pains. all issues can be resolve in a nice conversation, after accepting both parties faults the real scenario totally found! feelings are not the issue anymore but how the involve persons will handle the situation after the incident. it’s how i was, how he was , how’s the both of us going on now. . .

it’s hard to believe we’re okay! everything is okay, nothing change since from the start because still we have a respect to each other, the love for each other, the concern for each other, up to the finals kami pa din ang magkakampi. . . but the only thing changed was "more than friends, less than lovers" now we have the boundaries. . .

c jake, kahit anong mangyari, NORMAN na yan ng buhay ko. . . at ako? ako na ang CHE ng buhay nyan and nobody can ever change that!   

i still can say lamang pa din kami sa iba, im proud to say na kami lang ang may different kind of relationship unlike others na puros pa twitams lang, it’s more on mature thinking right? thinking life!