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Archive for October, 2005


my boss!

i thank you Lord for the challenges that u put us to the test to learn to trust you more.
thank you Lord for the blessings and for the answered prayers and for the guidance.
thank you for the job i have now and for the people i’m with right now, thank you for
everything and i know that it’s not enough to say thank you and to say ilove you for
everything you’ve done for me and for all of us! Please always guide us and continue
the love for me and for everybody. . . mwah!

marked word!

      last night, we’ve talked about the two of us. . . he told me parang i don’t believe daw to him with regards to what he promised me and everything. . .("di pa ba enough yung mga promise ko sa’yo? di ba i told you lahat ng mga linya ko to other people is just an act ? ikaw nga ang pinili ko eh, i choose you because i know you are the deserving one, bakit pa kita binalikan? bakit nandito ka ngayon sa’min nakatira? bakit pati ang family ko pinakikisamahan ka ng maayos? kasi i already told them what are my plans for the two of us. . . kasi they know na you’re the one i want to spend my life with. . .") these are his lines . . .

it’s not that! it’s not what you think jake, i do believe you and i always will, i wouldn’t be here if i didn’t love you . . . i want you to know that i really appreciate everything you’ve done for me for everything you will done for the two of us lalo na nung time na i don’t have work yet. . . you’re the only one who supported me and spend a lot of time for me aside from my family and i know that like what you said, sa’kin mo lang ginawa yung mga ginawa mo. . . i don’t know how to thank you nga eh, i’m willing to do everything for you too, sabi mo nga sa dami ng utang ko sa’yo di na ko makakabayad kaya kailangan pakasalan na kita! hehehe!  sa dami ng mga pinag daanan natin i know it happens for a purpose. . . for both of us to make us grow, and in the future to face the kind of life we really want for both of us together. thank you for everything and to your family too, just always remember that i will always be here 4u and for your family and if there will be a girl who believes in you, who will love you for who you are and for the rest of your life, yung di ka gagaguhin ng harapan, someone who will respect you, someone who will be contented to one man . . . it’s only me! di ba? don’t make any non-sense move to a non-sense people, your just waiting your time and besides we’re not that sure if they will become affected into it kasi they’re not like you na magaling na actor, in a way. i just marked your words!

i love you!

lasing si ninong

we went to san pedro yesterday, kasi ninong si jake nung anak ng friend namin na si juvy. syempre ako din ninang, this tine totoo na, binyag na talaga nung anak ni juvy. her name is "jerimae", magandang bata, maputi, napalitan yata sa hospital yun eh! joke! we eat a lot and pagdating sa byahe we eat ulit ng madami esp. jake, nag kamustahan kasi they didn’t see me for almost 2 months, deadma lang ako sa ibang taga amkor kasi we don’t want interview you know! masaya! kasi the whole week magkasama kami patinung birthday nya, dun nalang si jake bumawi ng inom sa binyagan kasi di sya nakainom nung birthday nya eh! we been laughing and laughing habang nakukuwentuhan kasi my unforgetable moment si jake!(secret lang namin eh, i cannot tell you) but bottomline as of august 18, masayang masaya kami pareho being together again. . . jake i know we’ve been a lot of trials but it takes two to tango para ma achieved natin yung mga dreams natin di ba?   so long!